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[30 Jul 2004|07:58am]
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<table cellpadding="0" border="0" width="300" align="justify" cellspacing="0"> <div align="justify"> <font style="FONT-SIZE: 7pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 8pt; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; LETTER-SPACING: 0px"> <font </font="&lt;/font" color="DF58C1"> I've had enough of all the bullshit here & having to log in & see 031604 ; I'm offically done & over Matt & I need a fresh start add me over at <lj user=paradisex>
2 love her - she loves him

[26 Jul 2004|01:47am]
4 love her - she loves him

[12 Jul 2004|09:59am]
I'll be on break for awhile my internet explore/computer is really fucked up & theres not much I can do it on it other than talk on aim =/ Sorry
10 love her - she loves him

[06 Jul 2004|10:16am]
[ mood | crappy ]

I haven't been around here in forever ; so I liked Nick & I came out & told him about it & he was like oh well I have feelings for you & whatever & than the next day after telling me all this BS he asked this girl out that was a slut//bitchy & phychotic at least that's what he told me.. Whatever tho I really didn't care anyway. Than there's Kevin he asked me out again but I thought he was kidding so I said no ;x which I really don't want to go back out with him after all the shit we went through. & Lastly we have Matt .. he found out I liked someone & that we were gonna go out & he comes back around again.

Sunday I worked from 9-5 & than went out & got fucked up & came home & my dad knew I was so he told me I was turning into a whore & than called my mom to bitch to her well my mom know's everything I do so what's it matter? Monday I worked 9-5 & I found out this kid I work with .. James .. likes me but I think he's gay & I'm is cover but than again he did go out with Pete's sister & he went to her prom =/ Oh well I don't know anymore. Today I work 1-9 & who know's whats going on. Kyle if you read this thanks for hanging up on me last night lol .. well I'm out to take a shower & get ready for work.

4 love her - she loves him

[30 Jun 2004|10:27am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Yesterday Becki called me at 10ish right around when I got up but I didn't get to the phone in time & than she called me back :) So I got all ready & than went to get my dad birthday gifts; came home & gave em to em + called Becki but she didn't anwser lol & than I went up to the boardwalk on my search for Becki but no such luck. I punched in early hehe since I couldn't find her & than started working eventually she came around hehe & we talked for a few .. I forgot to give her the tape I made for her tho but it was nice hehe hopefully we can get together more hehe cause I sure love my Becki!! I went on break around 3:30ish & got chicken fingers & than just hungout, went back & punched in & talked to Ryan & he told me i could be in the PEN15 club & he wrote it on my hand & pronunced it PEN 15 really it's penis lol so yeah.. OMG I worked with this really hot kid Ryan!! ahh.. lol & I gave Shellie & Alyse stuff ;x & I got off at 9 & came home :D Robby slept over too hehe

Today I didn't have to go to work yay :) So I tried to sleep in but that didn't happen although once I'm done here I'm going back to bed with Robby hehe & Matt's mad at me I guess because Robby slept over.. oh well he doesn't want to give me an anwser & he wants to sit there & talk about hot girls.. good than be pissed at me for .. NOTHING .. oh well I really don't care anymore I'm not sitting around & waiting forever!

6 love her - she loves him

Hmm [28 Jun 2004|11:51am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Last Night was spent talking to Matt & listening or watching him tell me about all these 'super hot girls' at first I was really upset now I don't even give a shit. I'm not going to sit here & wait only to get my hopes up if he wants to work shit out than he can come to me. I went to bed around 12ish I guess..

Today woke up at 8 like Monday & got ready for work & I left about 5 minutes to 9 & got there just in time :) Today I didn't even work at the counter lol Jamie & I went in the back & talked + rearranged shit so it wasn't bad. I worked at the counter for my last hour. On break I went & hung out with guy Jamie he's such a sweetheart & than when I came back Zack was there so I was talking to him ahh he's soo effin adorable & it was a good day :) These mornings are killing me tho! After work Robby called me & told me he was coming to pick me up to go out to dinner we went to Apple Bee's he's such a sweetie pie & than we came to my house & watched movies & hooked up ;x & he helped me clean my room! Than Kevin told me he got kicked out of his house so I told him to come stay with me & who ever's house he was at the wouldn't let him so I dunno but nothing real exciting but overall it was a good day. & I finally see that I can't wait around forever so I'm moving on away from Matt.

Tomorrow I'm getting up at 10 & I'm going to get something for my dad cause it'll be his birthday & I'm a bad daughter ;x & than I'm going to meet my friend Becki on GJ lol cause we want too ;) & I'm gonna hang out with her until I go into work at 1 & get off at 9. So yes hehe that's all the news I guess.

2 love her - she loves him

Just another day.. [27 Jun 2004|06:51am]
[ mood | drained ]

Last night Danielle Laura & I decided we weren't going to sit around all night so we went to the movies & saw White Chicks it was good really funny; I enjoyed it. I really want to know where Matt wants to go with this relationship but 'he really doesn't know' what he wants. Ugh I love him soo much & I just want things to work. On top of all this I had the worst time falling asleep last night .. I just have soo much going on & so much to think about =/ I hate being the emotional & sensitive person that I am.

Today I woke up at like quarter to 8 & took a shower & attempted to get ready for work. Yes attempted I couldn't find a damn thing! So I've learned my lesson about getting all my shit out; ready & together the night before ;) Work was fun lol it got really packed tho around 2 & they pulled Ryan & Rob off the floor to help us & since Meghan had to do showcases Tony worked with us he makes everything fun lmao. We were talking about the things we 'love' about our job being sarcastic lol good times. Ew I hate little kids that are soo fucking rude & have no respect there were two of em that were really annoying & Tony was like just shut your mouth & be patient & some guy started kicking the machine so Tony yelled at him ahh yes good times. Working from 9-5 I feel so dead & now I have to clean my room :D Oh joy.. NOT!! Um yeah that's about it .. I love you <3

she loves him

eh =/ [26 Jun 2004|06:27am]
[ mood | chipper ]

I asked Matt to give me another chance & he said he would have to think about it.. is there really much to think about? I don't think that kid will ever understand how much I truly love him but if I don't get another chance I guess a friendship is better than nothing right?

I went to get my bloodwork done today I went to one hospital & of course of all days they don't draw blood on Saturday's so I had to go to Brick & fill out all of this blood work & shit it was a pain in the ass & plus I was able to eat but I thought I wasn't so I hadn't eaten since 7 pm yesterday. I finally got it done they had to fill 6 tubes & everytime the lady changed them she would like re-prick me so now I have a bruise.

I've been talking to my new friend Nick :) He's a cool kid!! Well I'm in the middle of getting ready to go to the movies so I guess I'll update this shit later..?

.. You'll always have a place & a way to my heart .. I still love you more than anything </3 even if you don't feel the same.

5 love her - she loves him

[25 Jun 2004|01:02pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Well.. I kind of abandoned this journal for a while .. I'm sorry =/

So Matt & I made it to 3 months although things were a little rocky & I thought he wanted to end the relationship since he was ignoring me so after 3 months & 3 days I ended the relationship =/ I talked to him for the first time & he said he never meant to ignore me & he wasn't & that he was sorry. I really wanna work things out & give it a second try but I haven't talked to him since.

I met a new friend .. Nick he's 18 & lives in Indiana lol he randomly started replying to my comments on GJ on this girl that is a mutual friend so we started talking in IM's last night .. it was fun.

I spent Wed. night in Jersey Shore hospital getting test done & I finally got released at 10:30 am yesterday & I'm suppose to go to Brick & get a whole bunch of blood test done but I already blew it by eating today so I'm going tomorrow morning =/ I have to call for results in a week & if they don't find anything I have to go in for an ultrasound if they don't find anything than I have to go for the camera down my throat which I'm hoping it doens't get taken that far =/ Oh well that's the news .. I love you <3

3 love her - she loves him

[16 Jun 2004|08:47am]
[ mood | awake ]

Whoo hoo Happy Three months to me & Matthew :D I love you soo much baby <3

I've been out of school for one week today every day has been the same 'ol thing .. Get up. beach. home. shower. party. drink .. ain't too shaggy lol

That's about all I've been up too nothin but Summer fun .. wow I'm such a dork!

Matthew Thomas you are my everything <3 Forever + Always

2 love her - she loves him

[14 Jun 2004|06:16am]
a lot of shit has gone on in the past few days & I can't handle a journal right now .. Sorry I'm goin on break =/
4 love her - she loves him

Pictures.. [11 Jun 2004|04:42am]
[ mood | blah ]

Yeah so here ya go.. I'm bored & yah.. I'm leaving in 10 minutes to go to Crystal's!

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10 love her - she loves him

Weekend :) [11 Jun 2004|01:41am]
[ mood | crazy ]

I just woke up around 1ish & I'm soo bored! Oh man I was talking to Kevin forever last night what a crazy kid I might go hangout with him sometime this weekend who know's .. oh boy so I'm just being a bum & I have to clean my room & take a shower. Than I'm going to Crystal's house in Seaside to party & whatever & I'm just going to crash there.

I'm going to wake up with the biggest hangover get a ride home shower & go to work from 12 to 6 & than who know's what probably hanging out there or whatever .. It's finally starting to feel like summer <3 hehe I love you Matt

4 love her - she loves him

Summer.. [10 Jun 2004|11:13am]
[ mood | bored ]

Thank god for Summer :) I woke up around 10:30 with the worst hangover ever! Than again that's what I get for starting to drink around 1 in the afternoon until 11:30 at night on an empty stomache .. Yesterday I just hungout with Bry & Jay & than we went to the graduation & than went out & rode around Seaside drinking .. I came home after got sick & passed out! Today I just went to some beach in Manasquan with Bry & I slept there for like 2 hours than we got in the car & just started driving & we ended up in Union so we stopped for a bite to eat & looked in a few stores; came home went back to the beach & than went out jetskiing than we went back to the dock & met up with my dad & went out on the boat & got stuck in the pouring rain an hour away.. I attempted to dive into the little cabin & fell right on my ass! I've been home ever since bored out of mind; tomorrow day & night will definetly make up for it :D

she loves him

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